I woke up this morning feeling tense, as Iโve been waiting for any sign that I might be pregnant. Iโve been trying for two months now, but the uncertainty is tough. Today, I got my period ๐. The first sight of it made my heart sink. I was so hopeful this time. I had all the symptoms โ the fatigue, the bloating, even some cravings. It was hard not to think this could be it. But no, not yet.
Iโm trying to stay positive and remind myself that many women go through this. The journey to motherhood is rarely smooth for everyone. But seeing that red reminder of what didnโt happen hurts. Iโm disappointed. However, Iโm not defeated ๐ช. Iโm giving my body grace and will keep going. Maybe next month will be different. Iโm crossing my fingers ๐ค.