Today felt like a rollercoaster ๐ข. On the one hand, I woke up with cramps, reminding me that my body is still processing this cycle. On the other hand, I felt a small flicker of hope again as I started planning for the future. I think the hardest part of trying to conceive is balancing the constant anticipation with the reality of setbacks. Every month feels like a fresh start, but also a reminder of what didnโt happen.
I spoke with a close friend who has been on a similar journey, and it helped so much to hear her say, โThis is part of the process. Donโt be too hard on yourself.โ Itโs strange how we can feel like weโre failing even when we know logically that this is normal. Her advice? Donโt focus on the months youโre not pregnant; focus on how strong your body is for keeping you healthy enough to try again next month. ๐ช I really needed that.
My husband and I spent the evening talking about baby names โ yes, I know weโre not pregnant yet, but itโs still exciting to imagine. It helps us stay connected and hopeful. He loves the name Emma for a girl, and Iโm leaning towards Noah for a boy. It feels good to dream about the future even though weโre still waiting. ๐ธ