Diary of Daisy: My Journey to Motherhood (18th – 24th November)

Monday, 18th November

Today was a big day – my long-awaited NHS fertility clinic appointment. 🌿 Sitting in the clinic, I felt a mix of nervousness and relief. It’s comforting to know that we’re finally taking more concrete steps forward, but it’s also a reminder of how uncertain this journey can be.

The doctor explained the next steps: I’ve been scheduled for a HyCoSy scan on the 28th to check if there’s any blockage in my fallopian tubes. It sounds daunting, but I’m ready to face it. Alongside this, they’ve requested my partner to complete a semen analysis.

Later, we realised his private medical insurance won’t likely cover the test. This leaves us with two choices – pay out of pocket or enroll him through the NHS. It’s another bump in the road, but we’re trying to focus on the bigger picture.

By the end of the day, I felt emotionally drained but also grateful for having a plan in place. My husband has been incredibly supportive, and we’re in this together. 💕

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Tuesday, 19th November

After the intensity of yesterday, I tried to give myself a day of calm. 🌱 I started the morning with a yoga session to ease the tension I felt in my body.

At work, I focused on a project that’s been on my plate for a while. Keeping busy helped shift my mind from worrying too much.

In the evening, my husband and I researched the HyCoSy procedure and the costs for the semen analysis. It’s daunting to think about the logistics and financial implications, but we reminded ourselves that this is an investment in our future.

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Wednesday, 20th November

The day started on a productive note. 🌟 I threw myself into work, which kept my mind occupied. It was one of those rare days where everything seemed to go smoothly, and I finished the day feeling accomplished.

My husband had a conversation with his doctor about the semen analysis. He’s weighing the options of going through private care versus the NHS. While it’s an added layer of complexity, we both agree that moving forward is what matters most.

In the evening, I journaled about how I was feeling. There’s a sense of vulnerability in writing it all down, but it also helps me process everything and stay grounded.

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Thursday, 21st November

I woke up with a bit more energy today. 🌞 After breakfast, I took a walk to clear my head and reflect on everything that’s been happening.

At work, a colleague asked me how I’ve been, and I found myself opening up just a little. It’s not something I do often, but it felt good to share a bit of my journey.

Later, my husband and I had a quiet evening at home. We talked about how we’re feeling about the next steps and agreed to focus on what we can control instead of worrying about the unknown. It’s easier said than done, but having these conversations helps.

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Friday, 22nd November

The end of the week brought a mix of relief and reflection. 🌸 I started the day with some light exercise to shake off the week’s stresses.

At lunch, I met with a friend who’s been through a similar journey. Hearing her story gave me hope and reminded me that perseverance pays off.

In the evening, my husband and I indulged in a little comfort food and watched a movie. It was a simple but much-needed escape from all the seriousness of the week.

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Saturday, 23rd November

We decided to spend the day outdoors, exploring a nearby nature reserve. 🌳 Being surrounded by trees and fresh air felt like a reset for my mind.

Over lunch, we talked about how to balance our schedules with upcoming appointments. There’s a lot to coordinate, but we’re trying to take it one step at a time.

By the evening, I felt a sense of calm. It’s days like this that remind me of the importance of taking breaks and finding joy in the present moment.

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Sunday, 24th November

The week ended with a quiet, reflective day. 🌈 I spent the morning journaling, writing about my hopes and fears for the upcoming HyCoSy scan and tests.

In the afternoon, I took a walk in the neighbourhood, enjoying the crisp autumn air. There’s a certain peace that comes with slowing down and just being present.

As the evening came to a close, I felt grateful for the steps we’ve taken this week. It’s not an easy journey, but I’m learning to find strength in the little victories along the way.