Diary of Daisy: My Journey to Motherhood (21st – 27th October)

Monday, 21st October

The start of this week felt like a whirlwind. 💨 I woke up with a rush of thoughts swirling in my head – everything from work deadlines to my ongoing fertility journey. It’s incredible how quickly life’s to-do list can grow, and I’ve been feeling the weight of it all lately. I decided to take a step back and reassess where I’m spending my energy. I want to make sure I’m leaving enough space for myself in the midst of everything else.

After a busy day at work, I took some time in the evening to sit down with my husband and talk through what’s been on my mind. We’ve been having a lot of these deeper conversations lately, and it’s been so helpful to feel like we’re navigating this together. He reminded me to focus on one thing at a time, and that I don’t need to have everything figured out all at once. His words felt like a weight lifting off my shoulders. We decided to watch a movie together after dinner, something light and funny to unwind. By the time we went to bed, I felt a little more centered and ready to tackle the week ahead. 🌻

Tuesday, 22nd October

Today felt like one of those days where my emotions were right at the surface. 😔 I woke up feeling off, and it was hard to shake that feeling throughout the day. Work was busy as usual, but I couldn’t quite focus. My mind kept wandering back to our fertility journey, and I found myself feeling more impatient than I’d like to admit. It’s so hard sometimes, not knowing when things will fall into place. The uncertainty can be overwhelming.

During my lunch break, I decided to step outside for some fresh air. I took a walk through a nearby park, watching the autumn leaves fall around me. 🍂 It’s funny how nature has a way of grounding you when you need it most. As I walked, I reminded myself that it’s okay to have bad days, and that this journey is bound to come with its fair share of ups and downs. When I got home, I took some time for myself – a long bath, some journaling, and a cup of tea. I needed the quiet time to reflect and process everything. By the end of the night, I felt a little lighter, knowing that tomorrow is a new day. 🌸

Wednesday, 23rd October

Today was a little brighter. 🌞 I had an early morning meeting with my boss, and we discussed some exciting new projects coming up. I’ve always found that keeping busy at work helps distract me from overthinking, and today was one of those days where I felt fully immersed in what I was doing. It felt good to be productive and to focus on something outside of the fertility journey.

In the afternoon, I had a quick chat with a colleague who shared her own experiences with fertility struggles. It’s amazing how many women go through similar challenges but don’t always talk about it openly. She gave me some encouraging advice: “Keep trusting the process, and don’t be afraid to ask for help when you need it.” Her words really stuck with me, and I’ve been thinking about them ever since.

Later in the evening, my husband and I cooked dinner together, which is always one of my favorite ways to unwind. 🍳 We chatted about our day and made plans for the weekend. I felt a sense of calm knowing that we’re in this together, and that even on the tough days, we’re finding ways to stay connected. It’s those small moments that keep me going. 💕

Thursday, 24th October

I started the day with a meditation session, something I’ve been trying to incorporate more into my routine. 🧘‍♀️ It’s been helping me manage my stress, especially on the days when I feel overwhelmed by everything. This morning’s meditation was all about gratitude – focusing on the things I have, rather than what I’m still waiting for. It was a nice reminder to appreciate the present moment, even in the midst of uncertainty.

Work was busy but manageable today. I’ve been finding that keeping a steady pace helps me stay grounded, and I’ve been making a conscious effort not to let stress build up too much. After work, I had a virtual catch-up with an old friend. We talked about everything – from work to life goals to my fertility journey. She’s been one of my biggest supporters, and it felt good to have that heart-to-heart conversation.

In the evening, I took some time for self-care – a face mask, some herbal tea, and my favorite cozy blanket. 🌙 I’ve been learning that it’s so important to carve out these little moments of relaxation. They help me recharge and remind me that this journey isn’t just about reaching a destination. It’s about learning to take care of myself along the way.

Friday, 25th October

I woke up feeling a bit more refreshed today. 🌿 It’s amazing what a little bit of self-care can do for your mood. I had a lighter day at work, which was a welcome change of pace after such a busy week. During my lunch break, I decided to step outside and take a walk around the block. The crisp autumn air felt so refreshing, and it reminded me that even in the midst of stress, there’s always room for a breath of fresh air.

In the afternoon, I had a quick meeting with my boss to discuss my progress on a recent project. It went really well, and I left the meeting feeling more confident in my work. It’s funny how sometimes, little victories at work can give you the boost you need in other areas of life.

In the evening, my husband and I went out for a casual dinner, just the two of us. 🍽️ We’ve been making an effort to have more date nights lately, and it’s been nice to reconnect outside of the daily routine. We talked about our plans for the weekend and laughed about something silly that happened at work. I’m learning to appreciate these moments of joy as they come. 🌼

Saturday, 26th October

Today was all about slowing down. 🛌 We had a lazy morning, which felt like a luxury after such a busy week. My husband made us breakfast, and we spent the morning lounging around the house, enjoying each other’s company. It was one of those rare, quiet Saturdays where there was no rush to be anywhere or do anything, and I soaked up every minute of it.

In the afternoon, we decided to take a drive out to the countryside for a bit of a nature retreat. 🌳 The trees were starting to turn, and the air had that fresh, crisp feel of autumn. We found a nice spot for a picnic and spent a couple of hours just relaxing and enjoying the view. Being out in nature always helps me clear my head and puts things into perspective. It was a peaceful reminder that life doesn’t always have to be rushed.

By the time we got home, I felt completely relaxed and recharged. I even spent a little time journaling about the week, reflecting on how far we’ve come in this journey. I know there are still challenges ahead, but I’m starting to feel more at peace with the process. 🌈

Sunday, 27th October

Today was a day of reflection. 📝 I woke up early and spent the morning journaling, something that has become an important part of my routine lately. There’s something so therapeutic about putting my thoughts and feelings down on paper. It helps me make sense of everything that’s been going on, and it gives me a sense of clarity.

After a quiet morning, we decided to take another walk through the neighborhood. 🌿 The trees are fully in their autumn colors now, and it was such a beautiful sight. As we walked, I couldn’t help but think about how much this journey has taught me about patience and resilience. It hasn’t been easy, but I’m starting to realize that the challenges are helping me grow in ways I didn’t expect.

In the afternoon, we spent some time catching up on household chores – nothing glamorous, but it felt good to get things in order. By the time evening rolled around, I felt a sense of calm. As the week comes to a close, I’m feeling more grounded and ready to take on whatever comes next. I don’t have all the answers, but I’m learning to trust the timing of my life, and for that, I’m grateful. 🌼